Gpy-glowworm

2012-01-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

做人千万别靠别人！别靠别人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

stupid!

2011-12-24T10:40:00.003+08:00

She is really stupid.. She always hopes that she can spend time alone with him whenever she can. But he always just hopes to go out with friends whenever he is free. He always think of friends first. He always expects her to go out with him when he goes out with friends and then when she complaint that he always just goes out with friends, then he will say he always wanna bring her go together just that she doesnt want to go out with his friends. He is so selfish, and she is so stupid.

She doesnt mind if like every week he goes out with his friends once or two nights but at least when she got the holiday or day off, she really hopes that they can go out or spend time dating together but not with whole gang of friends! In his mind he will just think of his friends first and then just ask her to go together as a company as a 'pameran'! This is not what she wants!

He always wanna save money or complain spend too much money when he is with her but he doesnt mind spending money when he goes out with friends. Priority always goes to his friends first. He just wants to do acitivity with his friends, will plan will think what to do with his friends but when goes to her, he will very seldom or cincai plan. He always spend more time with his friends but not with her.

Silly girl, can u please wake up?!!!! Dont always think of him anymore plz!!! Guys are always jual ikan!!!

2011-11-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

她说

日子久了，感情会变淡，他不会像之前那样疼爱你，你说的话不会像以前那样每个字都被记得清清楚楚，他会常常对你发脾气，敷衍你，不再对你关怀备至，他对你的态度会让你觉得完全没有安全感，你会觉得他不爱你了不珍惜你了，你会觉得他变了。。。

男人们，是真的吗？

2011-10-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

真的一次又一次，前几天才那样，今天又重复。不说被骂；说了又被驳回，被骂，被遗忘，又重复。那说了有用吗？她真的那么不需要被重视, 不需要被关心, 等你记得她的时候才来找她, 不需要她的时候就把她给忘了, 抛到远远去了吗?

接二连三, 一次又一次, 眼睛已经承受不了了, 更何况是身心呢? 遍体鳞伤, 伤痕累累, 好累, 承受不了了!!!

2011-07-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

心情不是很好，虽然很累头痛，但是却没有心情睡觉。只希望几天后一切都会恢复正常。。。。。

Month of July happenings!

2011-07-20T13:13:00.013+08:00

Wow.. Time really flies. It has been two months since I have really blogged about anything. Daren was here for his one month holiday. Im gonna blog things that we did when he was here ^^

1. Movie
We went for a movie - X men on the first day he arrived here.

Taken in the cinema, St Lukes

2. Mamak Malaysian Restaurant
It is located at Auckland CBD (50, Kitchener St). Food there is really delicious. It is the only one Malaysia restaurant I went so far that has malay words on the wall, made me feel warm ^^

Nasi lemak

Roti canai with curry chicken..The roti canai is really x10000 nice!

Fried crab

Service there was good! The waitress always has a good smile on her face and she even volunteered to take our photo for us. Thanks lady!

Us with delicious food!

After finish eating, we went for a walk in town and took some photos.

Us in Skycity

Us with Skycity tower

3. 上海石库门
It is a Chinese restaurant that is located at Dominion road, Auckland. Portion of food is quite big, very delicious and the price is reasonably cheap! It is recommended to do a booking before you go. The restaurant is always fulled.

Seafood tofu

Pork leg - Daren likes this so much!

Fried baby octopus

Chili chicken

Vege

Steam fish

Say cheese ^^

4. Yakitori Bar
This Bar is located at K road, Auckland city. Seriously the food there is not really nice. The portion is quite small and it is quite expensive. I did not take any photo of foods that night. I only had group photo ^^

Daren, me, Hitomi, Ferron and Nicholas

5. Arthur Avenue
It is an Italian restaurant that is located at Kingsland, Auckland. Daren's sister bought a voucher which she only paid $20 for up to $40 meal. She gave us the voucher because the voucher was expiring soon and she could not make it.

Ahem, food there is not nice at all and expensive! Lucky we did not need to pay anything for the meal. Daren said he will never go back to the restaurant again lol..

This dessert was served together with main dish ==

Take a photo before we go back

6. Selera Malaysian Cafe
It is another Malaysian cuisine restaurant that is located at New Market, Auckland. Food there is very nice and a little expensive compare to other Malaysian cuisine restaurant but the food is worth the price ^^

Laksa ^^v

Asam fish fillet with rice

Next time for sure I will order laksa! :p

- The end -

2011-06-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

昨天这样，今天又这样，真的是受够了

2011-06-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

No internet no internet........I want my internet!!!

Day off

2011-05-29T14:57:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was my day off. How did I spent it??

1. Woke up early in the morning - 8am ( I should have just zz or lie on bed until 9am or maybe 10am?)

passed Ferron and her bf stuff
planned to buy some groceries but ended up bought groceries + clothes + scarf, spent total $55 in one hour time @@ ( Okok I know I did too much shopping last month - 2 dresses, 2 jackets and 2 pair of shoes. No more shopping from now on, or perhaps one more jeans? >< )

$29 only for the top ^^ opps my sleepy eyes @@

2. Do gym

3. Online relaxing

4. Cooked lunch - fish porridge ( bought snapper from foodtown and it was on promotion, cheap! )

5. Online again!

6. Cooked dinner

My first scramble egg - success!!

7. Online again!!!!!

8. zzz

- the end -

2011-05-14T07:47:00.001+08:00

so sleepy...don't feel like moving......how good if i could just zz the whole day

2011-05-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

只是想特地捉弄他，开个玩笑，结果他骂他笨，好伤心，他以后都不开玩笑了

Genta Japanese Dining Bar, Auckland

2011-04-11T18:12:00.009+08:00

Last Friday I again went for a dinner with my colleagues. That time my Japanese colleague suggested to us Genta Japanese Dining Bar, a Japanese restaurant which is located at Auckland city.

We arrived at 8pm and the restaurant was so crowded. Lucky we made booking before we go. All of us were very hungry and my Japanese colleague decided to order a few dishes for us.

Healthy tofu

Fried chicken (quite oily but still nice)

Mixed tempura

Japanese styple curry on rice

Fried tofu with seaweed

Fresh spring rolls - salmon and prawn

My favourite - eels!! super yummy ^^v

Before we go home, picture picture ^^

It was really nice to hang out with them plus with good food. I really enjoyed that night :)

Zap2 Thai Cafe & Bar, Auckland

2011-04-11T17:45:00.005+08:00

3 days after eating at KK Malaysian Cuisine Restaurant, I had another dinner with my colleagues at Zap2 Thai Cafe & Bar which is located at Dominion Road, Balmoral ^^ It is just about 10 minutes drive from St Lukes. It serves the most authentic Thai food in Auckland.

I am currently working at St Pierre's sushi store and the manager shouted us dinner as we successfully hit our sales target ^^

Satay

Curry puff

Sweet & sour snapper

Snapper with vege

Seafood tom yam

Fried noodle

Sweet & sour seafood + vege

Say cheese ~

Overall, foods were nice and it was a nice dinner gathering with them. I am looking forward to our next gathering with good food ^^

KK Malaysian Cuisine Restaurant, Auckland

2011-04-11T14:59:00.006+08:00

Last two weeks I went to KK Malaysian Cuisine Restaurant for dinner with my colleagues. It is located at Epsom, Auckland about 15 minutes drive from St Lukes. Daren's sister goes there often and she said that food there is really nice. I have wanted to go for a long time and finally got a chance to eat there woohoo ~~

The restaurant is quite small and therefore it is recommended if you make booking before you go. BUT, that night we decided to try our luck and went there without a booking. And what did you know we were very lucky to get a table because one of the customers decided to cancel their booking ^^

Ferron brought her own wine..gan bei ~~~

3 beautiful ladies: me, Ferron and hitomi ^^

Tadayuki vs Nicholas

We ordered

Nasi goreng

Char kuey teow

Ipoh steam chicken

Asam fish

The foods overall were nice except for the char kuey teow. Until today I haven't really find a nice char kuey teow in New Zealand. I really miss eating Malaysian food a lot and this restaurant has one of the best Malaysian foods in Auckland which is close enough to Malaysia. I will definitely go back to try other dishes ^^

February and March 2011 in a nutshell

2011-04-10T15:53:00.008+08:00

Celebrated Chinese New Year in New Zealand.

Had a reunion dinner with Daren, his sister and cousin brother at My Stop Restaurant, a Malaysian cuisine restaurant which is located at New Market.

Fish head soup

Chicken

Tofu

Pork

Went to skycity to see Chinese New Year celebration event

Celebrated Valentine's Day

Daren and I went to La Porchetta, an Italian Restaurant to have our dinner.

Spaghetti

Chicken satay pizza

Celebrated my birthday

Had a simple steamboat with colleagues at Mt. Albert

Ferron & Nicholas

From left: Tadayuki, Hitomi, me, Ferron and Nicholas

Gift from Daren #1

Gift from Daren #2

Gift from Daren #3

Gift from Raesher, Keli and KK

February and March were really packed with lots of event and celebration. Also moved to our new place and started my new job. A new year to start a new chapter for my life ^^

Devonport Fishing #3

2011-04-10T11:25:00.007+08:00

One week after fishing at Mission Bay, we went to Devonport for fishing AGAIN haha. Devonport is a harbourside suburb of Auckland and it is located at the North Shore. It is a famous destination not only for tourist but also for local residents. We drove there from Auckland city and it took about 25 minutes to reach there. By ferry, it takes around ten minutes from downtown Auckland direct to Devonport village which has many shops, cafes and restaurants.

We arrived around 6pm and we could see many people fishing there and some of them got big fish!!

Daren can't wait to fish! :p

They got a snapper when we arrived!

Another people got snapper!

Ferry ~

We couldn't really get a good spot to fish because we arrived late. All good spots were taken. After fishing for 3 hours, we AGAIN couldn't get any fish and went home empty handed lol.

Mission Bay Fishing #2

2011-04-09T18:03:00.004+08:00

Seems like ages since I last updated my blog. Can't believe that time really flies. For the past 3 months, I was really busy with work and moving. We moved from city to st lukes which is good for me because it is close to my work place, just 10 minutes walking distance. I am working 5 days a week and after work, I am usually really tired which only leaves me time for chatting, cooking, eating and then sleep. While on my day off, I am too lazy and tired to do anything and I rather watch movie, chatting and laze all day long ^^

Ok back to my fishing story, we couldn't get any fish at Onehunga wharf, so we went to Mission Bay to fish the next day ^^ It is about 15 minutes drive from Auckland city. We drove downtown to Quay Street, turn right and follow the Tamaki Drive along the coast. It is a very famous tourist destination. It has a beautiful beach, cafe restaurants and bars. Italian, Indian, Thai, Spanish, Mediterranean, Belgian or contemporary Kiwi food can be found there and you can see many people eating Movenpick ice cream or fat-free cone from Paradiso Gelato while walking at the beach or enjoying a cold beer at one of the bars.

After having dinner at Korean restaurant, we departed from home around 6pm. I brought along piggy hehe. KK gave away piggy because pets are not allowed in our new apartment. I miss piggy so soo much :(

Cute piggy ~

Really miss her

We did not really walk around Mission Bay because our mission for that night was to get at least a big fish hahaha. We fished at the bridge and the view there was beautiful!

Many people were fishing there..

Piggy piggy ~

We could see sky tower from there

After fishing for 3 hours, we still couldn't get any fish haha. We decided to go home as it was getting darker and colder. We again went home empty handed. All of us were tired including little piggy. She started to zzz once got into the car hehe.

p/s - Blog about this post makes me miss piggy so much :(

Onehunga Wharf Fishing #1

2011-01-15T08:59:00.011+08:00

Last two weeks we went to Onehunga Wharf to fish. It was my first time fishing and I was quite excited ^^ Onehunga is located approximately 25 min drive from Auckland city centre. We departed from home around 3pm but after 40 mins of drive and a couple of wrong turns, we still couldn't find the fishing spot. We ended up asking one passer by on the street which directed us to Mangere beach. We decided to give it a shot and when we arrived, all of us were really excited as along the bridge there were heaps of people fishing!

We were thinking that this must be a good fishing spot and the weather was beautiful that day so we would surely get some fishes. Kk, Don and Daren wasted no time in setting up their rods and off they go.

Daren was acting ''cool'' in the car :p

Our bait - squid

Daren again ''acting cute'' :p

As the weather was really sunny, all of us wore t-shirt and shorts, but the wind turn up to be pretty strong and it gotten pretty chilly after a while. After about 2 hours of fishing, we still couldn't get any fish. Daren and I decided to take a walk and take some photos.

Raesher

Daren

Me

Our hair was quite messy because of the strong wind

From left: Daren, KK, Raesher, Don

While walking, we saw some jelly fishes...

At last, we ended up going home empty handed. As all of us were hungry, we went back to Auckland city to have our dinner. We went to the Wong Kok Char Chan Teng and ordered the famous dish there - hokkien mee. We also ordered fish as we couldn't get any fish that day haha...

Nice but still lose to the hokkien mee in Malaysia ^^

Fried bean sprout

Spicy fried chicken

Sweet and sour fish

The food there was quite delicious but I was really disappointed as the service was quite bad. After dinner, we went home as everyone was really tired.

Anniversary + New Year Eve in Auckland

2011-01-01T09:19:00.008+08:00

31 December is a very special day for me and Daren as we started our relationship on this day 2 years ago ^^ Last year we didn't manage to celebrate it as Daren came back to Malaysia in January. This year, I was so happy that I could celebrate it with Daren and it was a memorable day for me......

Yesterday Daren planned to bring me to the La Porchetta, an Italian restaurant to have dinner. When we almost reaching the restaurant, I took a photo of the restaurant happily

and went inside BUT..................... it was closed!! The shop was so crowded until they have to close it for a moment. We then decided to go to the nearest Japanese restaurant to eat. Many people were still waiting in the shop when we left..

At last, we had our dinner at Daikoku. There was many people and we waited like 40 minutes to get our food...

Mine - Eel on rice

His - Tuna sashimi on rice

Crumbed prawn - super nice!!

After finish eating, we went home to have some rest..

me with cute cute piggy

After that, we went to Skycity for new year countdown. There were so many people on the street and the road was blocked.

Ivan + Daren hehe...

Some performances outside Skycity

Ivan + Daren

Daren + me

12am - fireworks started!!

After the fireworks finished, we went home as Daren got work today. The street was still full of people when we went home...

I hope I can celebrate this special day with Daren for many years to come ^^

Christmas + Boxing Day

2010-12-28T07:15:00.012+08:00

We had a simple korean bbq at home on Christmas night..

Pork

Beef (I don't eat beef @@)

Yum yum chicken bought by Ivan

Front: Daren with Piggy

Back: KK with Pudgy

Chocolate Swirl Bavarian

Nice dessert!

See the dog ^^

Piggy was walking towards KK

She likes to sit beside KK..cute!!

The day after Christmas is boxing day. Boxing day is a public holiday and it is also known as a shopping day as the biggest sale of the year is on this day. We went to Sylvia Park, one of the biggest shopping malls in Auckland city to shop. The shopping mall was so crowded. Sale was everywhere, some even up to 70%.

Daren + me with mcd soft cone ice cream

Daren bought one shirt from this shop which had 60% discount

After tired of shopping, we went home exhausted and happy even though we didn't manage to buy much ^^

Steam Chicken

2010-12-24T10:10:00.002+08:00

Today I tried to cook a new dish - steam chicken!

My ingredients :
1. Chicken drumsticks
2. Mushrooms
3. Salt
4. Pepper
5. Light soy sauce
6. Sugar
7. Sesame oil
8. Shredded ginger

My instructions :
1. Soak the mushrooms in a bowl of warm water until they have softened. Squeeze out the excess water and reserve 1 tablespoon of the mushroom soaking liquid.
2. Marinate the chickens with salt, light soy sauce, pepper, sesame oil, sugar and reserved mushroom liquid for an hour.
3. Boil water in a pot.
4. Put the chicken in a bowl and surround with the mushrooms.
5. Sprinkle the shredded ginger on top.
6. Steam the chickens over boiling water for 30 minutes, or until it is thoroughly cooked.

Daren said nice!!!!!!! ^^v

Random post

2010-12-24T04:40:00.007+08:00

Erm... I think I must be crazy. I sacrificed my sleep just because of facebook mousehunt game!!! Daren is super addicted to it. He can stay up the whole night just to play it. This morning as usual, before Daren off to work (7+am), he asked me to sound the mousehunt horn and join competition for both of us.

For the normal me, I will stay up late at night or wake up early in the morning because of :
1. exam (burn the midnight oil)
2. rushing assignment
3. msn chatting with Daren (before I come here)
4. watch movie
5. work
6. go jogging with family or friend
7. eat breakfast with friend or family
8. attend class

and now...

I sleep late at night and wake up early (3-4 days in a week) because of facebook mousehunt game! Really unbelievable... ^^

Ok la Im going to blog something random while playing the game hehe...

Last night Daren and I bought Domino's pizza as our dinner. He said in New Zealand, Domino's pizza is very popular. Unlike in Malaysia, if someone talks about pizza, I think majority people will think of Pizza Hut. Daren said Domino's pizza attracts many students because the price is quite cheap ($7.90 for the large one).

Our pizza :

Hawaiian chicken flavour - not bad!

This morning I had a custard tart as my breakfast. It was quite big and it just cost $2.80.....

Yum yum..full full ^^

I bought a short pant at a no-trying shop in Hong Kong in Feb but I couldn't wear it. At the time I was quite sad as I like it so much. Daren was planning to sell it online but he was always procrastinating. I lost 3kg after coming here probably because Im not used to the food and environment here and now I can wear the short pant yay ^^v Thanks to Daren's laziness for not selling my short pant hehehe...

Opss..Im so sleepy now. I think I wanna get some sleep... sorry Daren I will continue to play the game later :P

Raesher's bday @ Star Cafe Seafood Restaurant

2010-12-21T16:18:00.013+08:00

Last two nights we celebrated Raesher's bday at Star Cafe Seafood Restaurant@Manukau road, Auckland. We made a booking one day earlier but we still had to wait there when we arrived as they didn't reserve a table for us =.= After 15 minutes of waiting, we finally got our table and started to order dishes.

We ordered 6 dishes in total and it cost us $180....

Soup

Crispy duck skin

Pancake-like wrapper

Crispy duck skin wrapped with a pancake-like wrapper together with sliced cucumber and green onion, dipped in sweet sauce

Stir fried duck meat

Stir fried duck meat wrapped with lettuce

Fish

Chicken

Fried to fu

Vegetable

Free dessert - bo bo cha cha

Cake time ~~~

Don was holding the bday cake candles

The candles were so cute!

Chocolate ice cream cake (100% ice cream)

Raesher + Don

Nice!

Photo taking time ~~~

Ivan + Raesher + Daren + me

Raesher + KK

me + Daren

The peking duck was nicer than the one in One World Cafe Bar but overall, I prefer One World Cafe Bar because the dishes were served really fast and every single dish that I ate there so far was superb ^^

I was a little bit jealous of Raesher because she could spend her birthday with her love one (Don) :p It had been 3 years I didn't celebrate my birthday with Daren as we were in long distance relationship. Every year we only see each other 2 months (Jan till Feb) while my birthday is in March. I hope I can celebrate my birthday with him next year :)

Movenpick - The Art of Swiss Ice Cream

2010-12-13T07:16:00.004+08:00

Today Daren brought me to eat movenpick ice cream. He said movenpick ice cream is one of the most famous ice creams in New Zealand. Many people like to eat it because it uses only natural ingredients, without any colours or preservatives.

Raspberry + tiramisu ( I don't really like the raspberry )

Chocolate brownie ( Super delicious!! )

- The End -

Santa Parade @ Auckland

2010-12-12T06:29:00.012+08:00

Jingle bell.....
Jingle bell.....
Jingle all the way.......

Christmas is around the corner. For the past 23 years of life, I seldom celebrate Christmas in Malaysia. I only went for Christmas countdown once at Kuala Lumpur which was in 2004 while on the Christmas day itself, I spent it just like any other day. This year would be my first time celebrating Christmas oversea ^^

Normally on the last Sunday of Nov or first Sun of Dec, there would be santa parade across the street in New Zealand. Roads will be blocked by police which last about 3 hours. Last 2 weeks there was a santa parade outside our apartment. The weather on that day was so hot but the street was still fulled of people.

Ok let's see the photos :

me and Daren

We even brought our dogs out on the street and took a few pic with them...

Raesher with piggy (piggy was very excited as this was her first time we brought her out of our house)

Daren with pudgy

We didn't finish watching the santa parade as the weather was really hot. It was my first time watching santa parade and it was great, I really enjoyed it!! ^^

One World Cafe Bar, Auckland, New Zealand #2

2010-12-11T17:46:00.005+08:00

Tonight we went to One World Cafe Bar again to have our dinner. It is located at Howick, Auckland, about 25 minutes drive from our house at Queen Street. The shop is quite small and it always crowded. We have to book appointment before we go so that we don't need to wait when we are there. One thing good about that cafe is they have really good service there and the dishes are served really fast. We ordered 5 dishes and they were served within 10 minutes. On top of that, each table also get a complimentary soup.

Photos :

Fish

Yong tao fu

Vegetable

Mui coi kao yok / 梅菜扣肉

chicken / 白斩鸡

Free mua chi (2s were eaten before I take the pic)

Total cost was $96 which for me is reasonably cheap as the portion of food was quite big and delicious. Everyone of us ate until very full ^^

Dunedin Botanic Garden

2010-12-11T08:03:00.009+08:00

Dunedin Botanic Garden is New Zealand’s first Botanic Garden and is recognized worldwide for its public garden and collection of botanic. The Garden is located in North Dunedin, about 10 minutes drive from the Octagon.

Here are some of the photos....

Cactus room

Otaru Teien

There is a duck pond and visitors can get free duck food from the information centre for feeding.

Duck Pond

- The End -

Signal Hill, Dunedin, New Zealand

2010-12-11T07:15:00.003+08:00

On one random day in November, Daren and I woke up early in the morning. We wanted to go up the Signal Hill to watch beautiful sunrise. Daren brought me there once at night. The view of the whole city there at night was really beautiful. If you were a star lover like me, you will definitely like there. I love to see stars shining at the sky, making me feel good and happy =)

We reached there at 6am and it was a little bit late as the sun was already up. However, we still managed to see beautiful view there ^^

Photos as below :

Nice view when we just reached there

I believed they stayed up whole night there as I could see their bags and blankets in the car

Nice view when we left

Baldwin Street - The World's Steepest Street

2010-12-11T04:48:00.007+08:00

31 October 2010

Daren brought me to the Baldwin Street, where it is located in the suburb of North East Valley, 3.5 km northeast of Dunedin city centre, New Zealand. It is reputed as being the steepest street in the world by the Guinness Book of Records.

View of the top

Closer view

Here it starts

Have a rest, have a photo session ^^

After 2 minutes of rest, we continued to walk up...

Yay I reached the top

Looking down

Baldwin Street is a short straight street of a little under 350 metres length, obtains a slope of approximately 19 degree or 35% (1:2.86) at its maximum. We took 10 minutes to reach the top. It was quite tiring for me as I seldom exercise. But once I reached the top, I could just get my breath back and enjoy the nice view. It was a good experience ^^

Nasi Lemak

2010-12-10T15:55:00.004+08:00

Tonight Raesher cooked nasi lemak as dinner. Nasi lemak is a common food in Malaysia BUT in New Zealand, it is quite hard to get because there is no much Malaysian restaurant. Furthermore, it is even harder to find a delicious one.

It was her first time cooking nasi lemak and she succeeded! Nom nom delicious!!

Curry chicken

Sambal prawn

Eggs

Cucumber

One World Cafe Bar, Auckland, New Zealand #1

2010-12-10T14:14:00.007+08:00

Few weeks ago me and Daren's family went to One World Cafe Bar @ Howick, Auckland to have our dinner. We ordered one pecking duck (北京鸭), one vegetable and one yong tao fu. The portion of food was quite big, even 5 of us couldn't finish all of them also. It cost us $ 78.80 inclusive of drinks, rice and food which I think is reasonably cheap ^^

One World Cafe Bar

It was my first time eating peking duck. Daren told me that duck meat is used to stir fry while the crispy duck skin is wrapped with a pancake-like wrapper together with sliced cucumber and green onion, dipped in sweet sauce. Let's see the photos.....

Daren said normally it's just skin without meat but this one skin with meat

Pancake-like wrapper

Sliced cucumber and green onion

Sweet sauce

Thumbs up!!

Stir fried duck meat (a bit salty for me)

Vegetable

This yong tao fu is nice!! I ate 3s hehe

- The End -

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

2010-10-28T11:26:00.005+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 hu die zha ji ci yan jing

才学会飞行 cai xue hui fei xing

夜空洒满了星星 ye kong sa man le xing xing

但几颗会落地 dan ji ke hui luo di

我飞行但你坠落之际 wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji

很靠近还听见呼吸 hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi

对不起我却没捉紧你 dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni

你不知道我为什么离开你 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地 sui le man di

在心里清晰 zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里 pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是你不知道的事 duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 hu die zha ji ci yan jing

才学会飞行 cai xue hui fei xing

夜空洒满了星星 ye kong sa man le xing xing

但几颗会落地 dan ji ke hui luo di

我飞行但你坠落之际 wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji

很靠近还听见呼吸 hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi

对不起我却没捉紧你 dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni

你不知道我为什么离开你 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地 sui le mandi

在心里清晰 zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里 pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是你不知道的事 duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

我飞行但你坠落之际 wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji

你不知道我为什么离开你 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣 wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地 sui le man di

在心里清晰 zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心 ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里 pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是你不知道的事 duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

I love this song so much ^^

Dinners

2010-10-26T12:05:00.006+08:00

Daren is having his final exam (gonna finish on this coming friday). So, I become a very important person to 'in charge' our dinner for 2 weeks (now is the last week) :p . My mum sure very happy when I go back home because I can finally cook for her hahaha.

Tomato chicken and potatoes

Fried lettuce

Chicken soup

My simple dinner when Daren didn't come home for dinner

Spinach fishball soup

Daren likes 1.

Daren likes 2

Daren said my fried rice is better than his fried rice kekeke

Bbq

2010-10-25T10:58:00.008+08:00

Yesterday Daren and I went to Alex's house for bbq. Alex is staying at Mosgiel, a small suburb which is part of Dunedin but separated from the city by hills. It takes like 25 minutes drive from the city.

Garden & garage

Living room

Here are some of the photos of that day.........

Yummy yummy egg tarts made by Alex's girl friend

Alex

Pork sausage, thumbs up!!

Daren, " Wah, ho ciak................"
Dong Shi Yu, " Eat eat eat........got listen to me or not?"

Me, "Yes I caught a mouse!" (playing mousehunt game ^^)

We went out in the afternoon and back to home at night. It was tired but enjoyable day ^^

Feeling

2010-10-14T08:44:00.003+08:00

Zzzz at 2am last night...

Woke up at 5am...

continue zzzzzzz

Woke up at 6.42am..

just lie on bed until 7.30am

Woke up, shower, breakfast and prepared to go out...

I am sooooooooo tired and sleepy now. Last night just zz for like 4 hours. I woke up quite a number of times at night every night since one month ago. I wish I could just zzzz soundly and when I open my eyes it is already early in the morning.

Sometimes I will think, spent so much money on the work visa application, worth it? Not like I can 100% guarantee to get the work visa after spend so much money... Or should I just go back to Malaysia?? Arghh... I miss Malaysia so much! I miss my home..my bed..my astro..my unlimited streamyx..my pps..my astro..my mum and especially her cooking.. Besides, I also miss my ji muisss... I miss going out with them, miss talking to them so loudly until almost everyone stares at us.... I really miss Malaysia.....

Egg flower soup （蛋花汤）

2010-10-12T14:47:00.007+08:00

Our soup tonight - egg flower soup!! This was my first time cooking it and I succeeded!! Yay ^^

My ingredients :
1. 2 eggs, lightly beaten
2. 4 fishballs, cut into 8 pieces each
3. Peas, minced carrots and corns
4. Anchovies (江鱼子）
5. Salt

My simple methods :
1. Place the ingredients number 2,3&4 in a pot and boil them.
2. Reduce heat to a simmer and continue boiling for 20min.
3. Pour in the beaten eggs slowly while stirring the soup.
4. Add salt and serve.
( Daren added white pepper for his own soup as I don't really like it )

I can cook for my mum when I go back home ngek ngek ngek ~

Dinner

2010-10-08T16:12:00.007+08:00

Just a simple post about our dinner tonight ^^

Brown rice + white rice
(brown rice is not nice but it is good-high in fiber)

Seaweed soup

(I cooked :p )

Honey soy marinated chicken

A good day!

2010-10-08T13:51:00.005+08:00

This afternoon after Daren meeting a friend, we went to the bank a while. After that, we went for a walk in the town, bought sushi as our lunch and went for groceries shopping. Two hours have passed when we reached back home, time flies!!!

After 30min of rest, we watched one english movie called 'Pretty Woman'. It is an old movie but this was my first time watching it hehe. Not bad not bad ^^

Our snacks while watching movie

After finish watching movie, it was almost dinner time!! Wow today time past really fast!! Im gonna prepare for dinner even though im still full, eat too much just now..

After all the things that I had done today, I felt really satisfied and joyful. It was such a productive and happy day!!

Rendang Chicken

2010-10-07T15:19:00.002+08:00

Few days ago Daren and I cooked rendang chicken. That time I only realized that actually rendang chicken is quite easy to cook hehe...

Our ingredients :

1. Chicken

2. Rendang sauce

3. Potatoes

Simple methods :

1. Fry the rendang sauce.
2. Fry chickens and potatoes with the rendang sauce.
3. Add salt and water.

4. Close lid, cook until the chickens are cooked through.

Tang tang tang tang.........

Simple and delicious ^^

Bah kut teh

2010-10-04T07:25:00.005+08:00

Last sat night Daren cooked bah kut teh. Bah kut teh is a herbal soup cooked with pork ribs (bah = pork in hokkien). It is very famous in Klang, Malaysia. But Daren used to cook 'ji kut teh' (ji = chicken in hokkien) in New Zealand hehe.

Our ingredients :

1.

Bought it in Asian grocery shop

Pork ribs

Drumsticks

Mushrooms

5. Garlics

6. Dark soy sauce, light soy sauce

That time we did not put eggs as we already ate 2 eggs before dinner ^^ It will be more delicious if put bean curd but too bad could not find it here =(

Tang tang tang tang...............

Yummy ~ (but still Klang one the best :p )

I cooked :p

Happy birthday to mum!

2010-10-04T06:54:00.004+08:00

Today is my mum's birthday. Happy birthday to you mum. I posted birthday card for you last week but then you still haven't receive it yet. Although this year im not with you on your birth day, I hope you can enjoy your big day...and I always love you mum!

Dinner alone

2010-10-04T06:43:00.002+08:00

Last night Daren went to his friend's house for dinner. His friend's mum invited him for dinner and he decided to bring me go along. BUT after knowing that his friend's house got dog, I decided not to go hahaha.. im so scare of dog. So, I had to eat alone last night and missed all those delicious food wuwu =(

I cooked simple dinner for myself...

Vege + fish burger

Maggie mee goreng (fried instant mee)

2010-09-28T15:27:00.011+08:00

I am in New Zealand for almost 2 months. I miss Malaysian food so much, for example mamak food ( roti canai, nasi lemak, maggie mee goreng, ayam goreng ), bah kut teh, hainan rice etc.................. and my mum's cooking!! So, Daren and I decided to cook maggie mee goreng!

Our simple ingredients :

1. Garlics, onions

2. 3 packets of maggie mee ( instant mee )

3. Fish balls

4. Eggs
5. Fish burger
6. Curry powder

Our simple methods :

1. Put the fish burgers into the oven for grilling.
2. Cook the maggie mee until soft. Drain, keep it aside.
3. Fry the garlics and onions.
4. Add in the fish balls ( before that, cut the fish balls into 4 pieces each ), fry them.
5. Add in maggie mee, continue frying.
6. Add in curry powder, salt, sugar.
7. Push maggie mee to the edge of wok to leave a place in the middle of wok. Crack in the egg, stir them, and combine with the maggie mee.
8. Take out the fish burgers from the oven and serve with maggie mee goreng.

Tang tang tang tang............. our maggie mee goreng......

Sedapnya ^^

Simple, cheap ( $4 for 2 person ) and delicious!!

人生

2010-09-27T16:02:00.004+08:00

人生是很短暂的，人往往都不知道下一秒会发生什么事情。有些朋友年轻就车祸或是生病去世了，很讽刺！

如果你问我，我怕死吗？怕！我会回答你说，我怕死！我不像有些人不怕，他们会告诉我，生病就生病，如果真的要死，自己都不能控制的，死就死。像他们那样，那么坚强，那么positive thinking，是好事来的。可是，我好像做不到。

趁还年轻，趁还有时间，必须去做一些你想做的东西，让生活没有遗憾，让自己不后悔。可是，往往都是说容易，做艰难。有时候有些事情，你想做，可是力不从心，又或是经济上不允许。唉。。。。反正，如果可以的话，让自己过得无忧无虑，别让生活有缺陷有遗憾吧！

中秋节

2010-09-22T10:59:00.003+08:00

I miss my home...

I miss celebrating mooncake festival at home...

I want to eat mooncake...

=(

搞笑篇

2010-09-18T08:39:00.007+08:00

昨天

下午一点钟

Daren : 怎样？我等下两点要不要去上课呢？
Me : 随便你咯。。。
Daren : 好啦！我决定不要去上课了。我们去Alex家洗衣服，然后才出门去烘干衣服吧！（Alex家就在隔壁）
Me : 你有车出去吗？
Daren : 等 victor 上完课，四点，他就回来了。到时候借他的车用吧！（ victor 是他的室友）
Me : 我们有好多衣服要洗，分两轮洗吧！

下午一点半 - 洗第一轮

下午两点半 - 洗第二轮

下午三点半

Me : 衣服应该洗好了，去拿吧！
Daren : 等 victor 回来我才去拿，然后直接出去好了。
Me : 如果 victor 上完课不直接回来，去别的地方，怎样办呢？
Daren : 应该不会吧。。。

下午四点钟

Daren : 我还是先去拿衣服回来好了。
Me : 需要我的帮忙吗？
Daren : 当然是要啦！
（我们就一起去拿衣服了 )

下午四点十五分
Daren : victor 为什么还没有回来的？
Me : 难道他出去了？

下午四点半
Me : victor 还没有回来。。。
Daren : 都不知道他去了哪里。。。

下午四点四十五分
Daren : victor 去了哪里了呢？
Me : 你 sms 他好了。

下午五点钟
Daren : victor 那么迟都还没有回来的？
Me : 你 sms 他咯。。
Daren : sms 了，他没有回复我。。。

下午五点十五分
Daren : victor 还没有回来。
Me : 唉。。。
Daren : 难道他回来了？在房间了？！
Me : 没可能。他回来我们一定知道的。（停了三秒）除非他是在我们过去拿衣服的时候回来了！
Daren : 去他的房间看看。。
Me : 走。。
Daren : 真的！他的鞋子在房间外面！（我们都开始笑了）

Daren 敲门，果然， victor 在房间打着电脑游戏，所以没有回复他的 sms 。

我们都笑翻了。两个大笨蛋，就这样，白白地等了一个小时多，真搞笑，哈哈！

唉

2010-09-16T08:25:00.002+08:00

人人说纽西兰的空气很好的，皮肤也会变得更好。可是。。。。。。。。。。。我来了这里一个月多，脸敏感了好几次，又红又痒；生了好多奇奇怪怪我从来没有生过的青春痘，也一次过生了几粒好大的青春痘，唉。。

还记得好几年前，我的脸很严重，生了好多好多的青春痘，搞到要去看皮肤专科医生，一看就看了两年。还要每个月去复诊，要买医生推荐的皮肤产品，每一次都要花好几百块钱。可以想象我总共花了爸爸好多钱吧！不过，终于治好了我的脸，也让我重新有了信心。以前皮肤差的时候，我根本都不敢抬头看别人，会觉得很自卑，没有信心。。。

现在，每一天看着我的皮肤一直差下去，有时候真的想哭的，有时候好想飞回去马来西亚，至少在那里我可以找我的美容师洗脸，至少我在那边的时候皮肤不会那么差！我好怕我的皮肤会变成以前那么丑的时候，很怕会丑得变回没有信心。

每个人都有自己的死穴，自己最在意的事情，而我呢，最在意的就是我的脸了，看到它变成那么差，我又不懂该怎么办，唉。。。来到这里，生活习惯又不一样了，我在家的时候会天天上厕所，在这里，我已经一个星期没有如厕了，真糟糕。。。

如果皮肤真的一直差下去，生活就没有意义了。。。

Fried egg

2010-09-15T17:16:00.003+08:00

In my 24 years of life, I have not fried an egg. I did it when I was in New Zealand hahaha. One day morning I decided to have fried egg with bread as my breakfast. So, I went to the kitchen and tried my first fried egg and yes I succeeded :p

Soy sauce chicken

2010-09-15T16:41:00.005+08:00

Tonight I cooked soy sauce chicken for dinner. It was my second time of cooking it. This time is much more delicious than last time hehe. My cooking skill is improved! :p

First time

Second time : Soy sauce chickens, potatoes and mushrooms

My simple instructions :

1. Marinade the chickens with dark soy sauce, light soy sauce and cornflour.
2. Fry garlic and ginger.
3. Add potatoes and mushrooms, fry them.
4. Add chicken and fry until golden brown.
5. Add seasoning ( oyster sauce, dark soy sauce, light soy sauce, salt, water and cornflour ).
6. Close lid, cook until the chickens are cooked thorough, add water if needed.

Hokitika, New Zealand

2010-09-15T10:11:00.022+08:00

Daren was doing his pharmacy placement in Hokitika, west coast New Zealand last week. We drove there. The journey from our place, Dunedin to Hokitika needs around 8 hours. Luckily his flatmate, Victor, decided to go visit his sister in Christchurch (there was an earthquake with magnitude of 7.1 in Christchurch one day before we left) therefore both of them can take turn driving. Christchurch is the biggest city in South Island and is located in between Dunedin and Hokitika.

After 5 hours of driving, we finally reached Christchurch. We went to the famous Chinese restaurant, Ancestral (老地方) to have our lunch.

I ordered pork mince rice (鲁肉饭) because Daren told me that pork mince rice there is very x10000000000000 delicious!!

er not bad...

After finish eating, Daren sent Victor to his sister's house. After dropping him, we continued our journey to Hokitika. The drive there had such an amazing view. We could see mountains and hills full of snow far away, and the sun was shining so brightly with light breeze.

We thought that it was gonna be an awesome journey there but it turned out to be a nightmare soon. After about 30 minutes of driving, we came to Arthur pass, which is few kilometers of mountain pass to get to the Arthur town township. It is 740m above sea levels and therefore we had to drive through winding and narrow road up the mountain. It started pouring heavily once we started our journey up Arthur pass and we could see snow around the pathway as it was snowing there just a few nights ago. The rain did not stop but continued to pour even harder. The road was so narrow, and we could hardly see anything in front. On top of that, small rocks from the mountain started rumbling down on to the path and we had to drive so slowly avoiding them. It was such a frightening moment and I was really scared. But Daren told me not to be scared and to trust him. After 2 hours of driving, the rain was starting to clear and we were out of Arthur pass on to the main highway and I was relieved by then. Another 30 minutes of so, we finally reached our destination, Hokitika.

There were quite a few backpackers, bar and cafe. One of them was Stumpers Bar and Cafe. It offers budget accommodation in the centre of Hokitika. Furthermore, it is just next to the Westland Pharmacy ( Daren's pharmacy placement ). Therefore we decided to stay there. We stayed at the ensuite room which costs $60 per night for 5 nights.

Living room

internet fee = $1/10 minutes

The small kitchen :

microwave and fridge

kettle, toaster

Daren's pharmacy placement :

Westland Pharmacy

Pictures below are some of the views and buildings in Hokitika :

Westland District Council

cute toilet's sign

Dinner for 2 nights :

The journey back to Christchurch was not as scary as when we went there because the weather was better.

Goodbye Hokitika ^^

Otago Peninsula, Dunedin, New Zealand

2010-09-15T08:58:00.011+08:00

Daren brought me to the Otago Peninsula on 28th August, Saturday. Otago Peninsula is the wildlife capital of New Zealand. With its 20km long Otago Harbour, Otago Peninsula is the home for abundance world famous wildlife - the royal albatross and the endangered yellow eyed penguin.

After visiting the Royal Albatross centre, we went for a walk. The scenery is so beautiful.

After tired of walking, we decided to go back. The journey back was so beautiful, of course must take picture hehe ^^

Daren with his posing :p

Finally, we saw sheeps. They are so cute!!

-the end-

Days in Auckland, New Zealand

2010-09-13T12:39:00.018+08:00

I have been in New Zealand for five weeks. I was in Auckland, north island of New Zealand for the first three days ( 6th - 8th August ). My honey, Daren Tiu's sisters are staying at the Queen Street, the main street of Auckland, which is right at the city centre.

My ticket to New Zealand on 5th August 2010

First day ( 6th August ) :

They brought me to eat Korean food for lunch and dinner. I did not take picture of the food because I was too tired, could not sleep during the ten hours flight @@

Second day ( 7th August ) :

All of us slept until almost afternoon only woke up. We went to Homeworld Restaurant which is a Chinese restaurant to have our lunch. After that, Daren and I had a walk at the Queen Street. Some of the most important buildings of the city for example the Bank of New Zealand building, the ferry building, Auckland Town Hall are located at this street. Besides, Queen Street is one of the main shopping areas in Auckland city. It is something like Bintang Road at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Shops close very early, around 4-5pm, but they are opened until 8-9pm on Fridays. Daren said three hours is not enough for shopping haha, but if is just walk, do not stop, from front to back, maybe takes around 45 minutes.

At night, we went to the New Lynn Rasa Sayang Restaurant, which is called as 大红花餐厅 in Chinese, to have our dinner. Hibiscus, in Chinese is called as 大红花, is the national flower of Malaysia. This restaurant is very famous of Malaysian food. The food is very delicious until I have to admit that it can be competed with the food in Malaysia.

Butter prawn

四大天王 in Chinese

Kampung tofu

Hainan chicken

Asam fish

Daren and I

Daren's sisters, sister's bf, cousin bro, friend and I

After dinner, we went to the casino a while. The casino is located right inside the skycity tower. Skycity is the premiere entertainment destination in Auckland city. Besides casino, there are also 18 bars and restaurants, two hotels, sky tower, a function centre, and theaters.

After that, we went for karaoke to celebrate Daren and his cousin brother, KK birthday. KK's birthday is on that day while his birthday is one day later than KK. We had lots of fun at that night.

Happy birthday to Daren and KK

Yay ^^

Third day ( 8th August ) :

We went to have steamboat for our lunch...

Spring roll.. yummy yummy!!

Happy birthday honey

After eating lunch, we went for a walk at the city and casino again for a while. We met honey's friends for dinner at Korean restaurant and karaoke again after that.

Pork bone soup

Pan cake

Eel... nice!

That was how I spent my three days when I was in Auckland ^^

2010-08-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

NZ...........here I come!!

2010-06-25T20:07:00.001+08:00

真的是被我猜中了！明天的明天的明天，好多个明天，没完没了的明天，我就知道会是这样，算了吧！我不想再去想或是计划些什么了，因为我知道，我的答案永远都是没有的！很烦，很多问题，解决不了的问题，而且又是我一个人去承担，好辛苦，好想放弃，不想做人了。。。。。。

2010-06-19T22:04:00.003+08:00

一切一切的问题依然还在，还多了好多好多的问题，没有答案的问题，好烦！突然间觉得做人实在是太累了，好烦，我不想做人了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。只想当个非生物。。。下一世吧！下一世我不想当人类，我想当星星，只出现在晚上，自己一个，闪下闪下，好好好！

2010-06-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

想到妈妈让我做我喜欢做的事情了，我好开心哦！可是，一想到如果要离开妈妈，我好伤心了，好想哭！不爽你，你为什么要在那么远，我会很不舍得妈妈。。。

Diam!

2010-05-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

Yea from now on, i will not complain or say any single thing bout my work le......... i will just keep quiet...diam diam do my work....become everyone's humble......balik le rest, watch mv and zzzzzzz................thats my working life!! Diam diam makes life perfect!!

可以吗？

2010-04-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

好想自己一个人，去一个新的又开心的地方，自由自在的生活，不用看人家的脾气，不用被人家骂，不用被人家大声讲话，不用被人家伤害。。。

可以吗？我可以自己一个人这样的潇洒的离开这里，去外面闯吗？我已经很厌倦了一直要看人家脾气，一直被人大大声的。。。

我想一个人生活，可以吗？

他妈的老板

2010-04-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

现在的我很不爽很不开心。我的工作呢，可以选星期六做半天然后星期一做整天，又或者是星期六整天星期一半天。今天的我心情很不好，所以选了半天，因为我根本不想呆在工作那边的感觉。

老板写下了一些工作给我，要我和马来婆好好的学习，那马来婆做了很久的了，工作经验很多。可是，她手头上的工作很多，她说等她做完了才教我。可是老板那里却要求我快快学会，赶不及要我给他看一些成绩。拜托!我是个新人，没有人教我，我要怎样学呢？她已经说了，等她忙完了就会教我。难道我就要去打扰她，硬要她教我吗？老板说，‘我知道你很难去和她说话’。。老板的意思是他知道我很难去要她教我因为她在很忙嘛。。知道就好啦！不会采取行动的！他是老板耶，我是新人耶！老板自己都不敢去开口要她教我，反而要我这个新人去开口。说是说要独立啦！你身为老板，不是应该要照顾一下新人吗？！至少要告诉那马来人，要她教我那几样咯。老板对我有些要求，要我跟他看成绩，他应该和旧人沟通一下，至少讲一声啊！什么都不讲，却要人什么都讲，讲了都不帮忙采取行动，那讲来有什么屁用！！！我简直就怀疑他的领导能力！难怪之前那个小姐做了半年就不做了！我也不知道我会撑多久。。。我不是故意要说什么，不过我就是看不下去这样的老板，希望我走后，你都请不到人做！而且就算请到，也做不久！老板有问题，手下哪会心甘情愿的帮你做事呢！！！检讨一下啦！

我突然间很不想做工了，很想辞职，然后飞去找他。我知道做工呢很难的，有很多人际关系，可是至少有他在，可以支持我陪着我。在这里，真的不喜欢这里，不知道我能不能撑得久。我只知道，这样的老板，不能让我很开心的为他做事！

Honey,我可以就这样放弃我的工作，飞去找你吗？ T_T

2010-04-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

人很复杂，要去了解一个人很难很复杂。自己一个人跑来了云顶做工，有时候很孤单一下的，要迁就做工的时间和同事，又要去看他的脾气，要被他骂，要受他的气，我好累，我真的好累！

2010-04-11T18:09:00.002+08:00

最近很不开心。有一个好朋友去世了，然后又有一些私人的问题，让我烦上加烦，根本就不能真的很开心。昨晚睡不着的时候，脑海里一直出现我那去世了的朋友，一直想回我们从刚认识到蛮熟的地步。真的不敢相信她真的走了，她真的离开了这个世界。。。她才刚结婚不到三年，今年31岁。她是那么的年轻，漂亮，心肠好，太可惜了。我真的不太能接受她去世了。。。。。

有时候我希望我有个翅膀，带着我在乎的人离开不开心的地方，飞去一个新的又开心的地方。。。

2010-04-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

She was once my best colleague.. After i resigned, we still got keep contact with each other.. 3 years, we sent email to each other, shopping, makan, minum.. When i need help, she surely give me a helping hand.. When my mum met an accident last year, she went to visit her.. I was so shocked that this morning she has passed away :( Last year december when she told me that she has a cancer, she lost her weight, she was so suffer, but i totally didnt think that she will pass away.. That time i didnt have transp to go visit her and i oso didnt know how to go to her house.. (I know it is not an excuse!) She told me that she has no energy to talk.. So, in my mind, i always think that she needs rest, better dun cal her dun disturb her.. I got think maybe i can just email her husband or cal her husband..but i just think and didnt do it... I tot that the nxt time when i see her will be at her house, she is recovered.... Im so regret now... I should cal her or visit her..... I feel so bad now.... :(

She is a nice gal..... RIP my dear fren.....

2010-04-03T16:46:00.001+08:00

Independent is wat in my mind now........

2010-04-02T23:02:00.003+08:00

Almost everytime when i need him the most, he was not here wf me..Somehow i even couldnt get to talk to him...sometimes i will TRY to tell him all my feelings by texting him (so far highest record is 10 sms) but then didnt get any responses from him because his hp no credit or maybe will get his feedback of 1-2 sentence(s)...already feel very fed up and upset of this kind of feeling...i have to face all the problems alone...funny! tired! fed up!!!

2010-03-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

Genting RM2100 vs Port Klang RM1900...

I choose to work in port klang...... I hope my decision is correct ba...............

2010-03-25T15:30:00.001+08:00

最需要的时候，他不在。。。

最想听的安慰，他没有给。。。

真搞笑。。。。。

2010-03-09T10:23:00.002+08:00

wooooo...........i think this year is gonna be a hard hard year for me........i believe i can go thru it....jia you jia you!!!

2010-03-08T18:00:00.001+08:00

my heart is pain......my wound is pain....arghhhh pain...........

2010-03-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

I know it is small and simple but then im still scared la......god bless!!!

2010-02-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hehe our conversation is cute, so i post it up ngek....

nicole gpy says:
honey
daren says:
hahhaa
just onyl send u msg on fb
nicole gpy says:
lol
wanna go out le?
daren says:
un yea lo
just awhile ba take care
maybe 10-20 min
ok?
nicole gpy says:
take care
haha
daren says:
un
nicole gpy says:
ok ar go ba
daren says:
come back only keng wit u ba
nicole gpy says:
take care un un
daren says:
un un
hehe
so cute my dear
nicole gpy says:
take care
daren says:
88 lo
i will de le
dear why keep ask me take care de
nicole gpy says:
honey din realize
haha
daren says:
din realise?
nicole gpy says:
just awhile ba take care (copy n paste)
ahhahaha
u wanna say u take car ler
but u type take care
lol
daren says:
yea take car
haha

My honey still ''cute'' = blur as usual :p

20/2/2010

2010-02-22T13:08:00.003+08:00

I hate him........coz he went back to nz le :(

2 person (he n his sis) luggages.............total 44kg!!!!!

hv to wait 10 months again :(

2010-02-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

他终于都回去了。好不习惯他不在我的身边，已经习惯了每天一起出去直到晚上睡前打电话给他。可是，今晚我不能打电话给他，因为他在飞机上了，突然好想他，好想哭，我忍，我忍。。。

Honey, 我好想你了，好希望你可以在我的身边 :(

=(

2010-01-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

He is going back to nz soon :(

可悲

2010-01-06T21:59:00.003+08:00

虽然口说不介意，可是心里还是介意的。虽然已经知道事情最后一定是这样，虽然已经有心理准备，可是当事实摆在眼前时，我还是介意了。而且还是本来的一间，变成和别人同样一间，为什么会变成这样子？今年没有真正单独的时候了，总是最少六人行，最多十多个人行，真可悲！

笑一个，一直告诉自己，笑一个。。。

2010-01-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

虾米？还有五，六个小时而已，时间过得超快的！

2010-01-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么，他明天飞，我后天就可以见到他了。可是，就是不知道为什么，我突然好不舍得他哦，因为从现在开始直到后天我才可以见到他，和他说说话。好紧张哦，见到他的时候一定会害羞的了。。。

2010-01-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

可能就潇洒点尽情地用他的钱，不用想的，尽情地用他的家人的钱，我就不会那么的压力，不用烦恼那么多了！！！用吧！就用吧！别想了！想多，心情差，对自己不好而已。。。

告诉自己，不再抱有希望了，绝不会再让自己有希望，因为希望=失望！太多的希望和失望，导致我超不想说话了！一切就让人做决定吧！我不要再计划什么东西了。。我只是跟，这样的话就不会有失望，心情就不会差。。。。。不想想了，不想讲话，只想可以痛快地睡个大觉！！！

31/12/2009

2009-12-31T11:03:00.001+08:00

Honey, happy first anniversary!

2009-12-06T16:52:00.002+08:00

只是担心不够钱，不想去，就这样被骂了，我好心痛，不想讲话，我好想回去sg long。。。谁可以载我? :(

2009-12-06T12:58:00.001+08:00

心情不是很好，不太想读书 :(

2009-11-16T20:02:00.001+08:00

My dinner : seaweed fish ball soup + rice haha

不爽！

2009-11-15T10:54:00.001+08:00

有时候真的会很不爽，不爽，超不爽的！

当然，有时候我一直问我自己，一件事情说了又说，说了好几次，为什么就是没有被记住，真的是记忆力像老人那样，老人痴呆症吗？还是根本没有把它放在心上，我真的是很不明白。如果身份倒转了，常常不记得人家说话的人变成了常常说话但不被记得，那个人会是什么样的感受？有时候真的是很心痛和失望。。。。。失望的感觉到底还要多久呢? :(

2009-11-09T18:51:00.002+08:00

Haiz i hate to stay at sg long coz i have to think about my 3 meals per day + wash clothes by my hand wuwuwu... In order to save money (nxt yr will spend quite alot) + bored of sg long food, i cook myself hehe...

Last fri's brunch...

potato + ham tan porridge

Today's dinner

chicken + porridge

ham tan

2009-11-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

人人说沟通是很重要的，你不说，人家怎么会知道你到底在想什么。可是一旦说了，那人说你为了小事而生气，又或者是不爽你生气回你。那到底是说还是不说好呢?人是可以思想的动物，但是也不是一件好事，人太复杂了！下一世我不要再当人类了，我想当星星。虽然呆在天空的时间是很短暂，可是一闪一闪的，多漂亮，就算是闪亮一阵子也值得啦！当人好累哦！

seaweed porridge :p

2009-11-05T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hehe guess wat is this... seaweed soup? no way!! it is seaweed+fish ball+potato porridge haha.... i invented this porrridge yesterday... at first i dun really dare to eat coz it looks geli but then actly it is delicious!!! no need to put salt just put all the 3 ingredients enuf hehe.. eating it = eating seaweed soup... i think seaweed lover maybe will like it ^^V

Mooncake

2009-09-30T20:22:00.007+08:00

To gv my honey a surprise, i curi-curi sent mooncake to him mana tau custom took out the mooncake because inside the mooncake got ham tan/yolk wuwuwu.... Haih should just send him ''pure'' mooncake... I feel so disappointed but nvm la coz my honey said he is very touched n hapi wor.... Luckily i oso sent him some apollo snacks hehe abo waste le... It reached nz in 2 weeks time luckily i didnt use pos laju lo ~

Honey can see but cannot eat de mooncake hehe :

mooncake ar mooncake where are u?

hope u rec this card as well ...

Tired tired and tired!!!

2009-09-19T22:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i finished my last exam paper in the morning and then reached home at around 3pm..After took my lunch + shower, i started to pack my stuffs because today my family and i move to a new house...

I tot i just need to take about 3hours to pack my stuffs but then end up 6 hours!!! My final exam (4 papers) finished in one week, so everyday i just zzz for 4-6hours.. Yesterday reached home alr very very tired but then couldnt rest... This morning woke up at 6+am some more -.-''' Im super tired now!! I wished u were here honey to help me kao tim my stuffs :p I havent tidy up my stuffs yet coz very tired and im very headache of tidying all my stuffs....

I mou ngan tai ( no eyes see :p )

That's the only thing that i do :p

my bao bei

Tmr will be another bz day wuwuwu

Tired + sleepy!!

2009-09-16T16:02:00.003+08:00

I am very tired and sleepy.. 12rd 14th 16th 18th = my final exam!!!

I wanna go home!

2009-09-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

Today efm test..haih really dun hv enough time to do...totally agree wf wat ms saras said '' this paper is very challenging coz hv to finish 4 sections in 2 hours'' :(

Last nite couldnt zz.....felt dizzy during exam :(

Now headache :(

I just wanna fast fast finish exam and go home... I dont wanna stay at sg long!!!

2009-09-05T18:19:00.003+08:00

今年的2月23日他回去了纽西兰。他说可能六七月会回来，可是当时他很忙不能回来，那时我也忙着考试。（失望1）

他说今年可能12月中就能回来了。我很开心，在想着该怎样庆祝圣诞节和新年。过后查到12月和1月的飞机票价钱差很多，当然是1月才回来咯。（失望2）

他订了明年1月5日的飞机票。他说明年比较迟开学，3月头那样，所以2月尾才回去。我心想，耶!!迟回来可是迟回去无所谓咯，可是刚才他说可能明年新年年初3或4就得回去了。（失望3）

远距离的感情就是这样的了。PY说得对，我和他的感情是最可怜的，因为1年只能真正在一起1个月。。JY和他的男朋友，几个月才能见一次面，可是我已经很羡慕她了，因为我只能1年见他1个月。。。

明年还有个旅行，本来是从几个人的旅行，变成了一班人的旅行，现在都不知道总共几个人去了，而且还有个我不喜欢的阿伯跟着去。（失望4）

真的不能抱着希望，因为希望越高，失望越大。现在我呢，不要抱着任何的希望和计划了，因为一旦希望没了，就会很失望，一切顺其自然才是最好的了，因为我不喜欢失望的感觉。

我并没有怪他，他也不想的，我只是失望和伤心。。。算了吧，要学会看......

今年在一起1个月23天，明年可能1个月11天，越来越少 T_T

2009-08-30T10:24:00.001+08:00

原来现在生病真的很不好受，因为现在很流行H1N1，一旦生病了就会害怕，就会去想自己会不会是中招了呢？从星期三至今，我已经看了两次医生，感觉还是有少许的头痛和发烧，会害怕哦。其实会去想验证自己是否真的中招，可是一听到把管子插进鼻子直到喉咙和肺就害怕了，不想验了。其实应该不会是中招吧，因为我没有伤风和咳嗽，我只是轻微发烧，头痛和晕。可是为什么还没有好噢，考试要来临了，我很多天没有去上课了，必须和朋友抄笔记，我必须快快好起来，不要生病了！快点好啦，再不好我就会有多想病，会去怀疑我到底是否中招了 :(

2009-08-26T19:14:00.001+08:00

生病真的很不好受！！！

无聊，拍爽

2009-08-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

今天的进度，哇哈哈

2009-08-19T16:44:00.001+08:00

变得越来越大，越来越痛，不走路也痛，那‘蝴蝶’ 也还在，呜呜呜

被袭击！

2009-08-19T11:56:00.005+08:00

今早八点我有考试。早上六点就爬起来了，当我开客厅的灯时，突然间看到有一只很大只的蝴蝶（因为不确定它是什么，所以就叫它蝴蝶好了）。我赶紧关了灯，跑去另一个地方读书。七点多当我冲好凉时，它突然间飞向我要袭击我（我不知道它是几时飞进冲凉房的），吓得我一直在冲凉房里和它‘玩追追’ -.-''' 我已经把窗口开得很大了，就是不知道为什么它就是那么的喜欢我，一直来袭击我。没有办法之下，我用毛巾包了身体就跑进房里了，还好丽真睡得像猪，嘻！可是呢，在冲凉房里‘玩追追’时，应该是撞到了浴缸，当我走路去学校时感觉到我脚好痛。我心想应该是撞得很用力的了。回家一看，果然！平时如果敲到只是会黑青。现在呢是黑青+肿了起来，一片又红又黑交叉的颜色，走路痛，就连坐着也痛，更别说如果你要交叉脚坐了。一大早就给了我一份‘礼物’，呜呜呜。。。而且它还在冲凉房内。。。 -.-'''

快点走啦

一个字：痛！

Honey's 08/08

2009-08-08T15:08:00.007+08:00

Happy bday to u..

Happy bday to u...

Happy bday..happy bday..happy bday to you.....

Hapi bday my honey...

our cakes hehe

make a wish ~

self shot :p

Here are his presents hehe..

so called ''project'' haha

Yay yay

2009-08-04T17:19:00.003+08:00

Yay my dad bought a second hand car!! but then it is a manual car :( I think i have to start to learn to drive a manual car so that i can go to anywhere i like at anytime :p

期待变成失望的明年旅行

2009-08-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

本来是一个很期待的明年旅行，现在却变成失望一大堆。有一个我很不喜欢的uncle也会去 :( 旅行是要开开心心的，现在我很不喜欢的他也会跟着去，试问会开心吗？而且又不能完全不理他，因为他是长辈，必须很假死的和他微笑和他讲话。其实笑着的时候是多么的讨厌他！真不明白为什么他要跟着去！！！

2009-08-01T22:53:00.005+08:00

Today when i was bz discussing thesis wf group member, my housemate, grace suddenly came to my room. She passed me one paper "i miss you....+oil ba!!!" .. I was so shocked that time.. I was thinking why she say she misses me.. Is she too wu liao, wanna play wf me? Then i read again the msg in the paper.. Hahaha it was actly "i miss you... +oil ba!!! From honey!" My honey asked her to do so de, maybe coz i didnt reply his msn msg that time ba.. ngek :p

Although it is not ur handwriting, i still stick it on my cupboard hahaha ^^

My march bday present :p

2009-07-26T23:57:00.011+08:00

Yay finally i got my bday present from my honey hehe.. Er i know it is very late to rec now, nvm la i forgv u ngek :p

spent 1.5hours to read all ur 100 messages (sori cant put all of them back le)

my bday card

my honey's ugly handwriting :p

my scrapbook, made of glass (dun play play oh..not make by card or paper)

lastly, my xiao xiao niu niu

Muax thank u so much oh.. i like all of them ^^