Almost everytime when i need him the most, he was not here wf me..Somehow i even couldnt get to talk to him...sometimes i will TRY to tell him all my feelings by texting him (so far highest record is 10 sms) but then didnt get any responses from him because his hp no credit or maybe will get his feedback of 1-2 sentence(s)...already feel very fed up and upset of this kind of feeling...i have to face all the problems alone...funny! tired! fed up!!!